i had a dream where i was roommates with one of the straykids members, Hyunjin, i wasnt sure if we were dating, or if we were just really close friends, but i was texting one of the other members of straykids, the leader BangChan, and he had heard one of the people in my friend group at some sort of award show (so apparently im an idol here but oh well) and that friends name was hyunjae, chan texted that he heard hyunjae saying that i hadn't eaten anything in over 2 weeks, and the cutting on my arm is just getting worse (so i guess that bit had tied up in my reality because those are both true) and chan was asking if that was true and if i was okay (chan is short for BangChan) and we had this like, small talk over text about him being worried, and hyunjin being especially worried, and all the other straykids members being worried, so Chan and the rest of straykids came over to my shared house with some of the other "members" of my group but they were all in the kitchen cooking and the rest were watching tv, Hyunjin and Chan aksed where i was and one of the members from my group had said i was in my room, but also said to be careful as i havnt been my best lately, so the straykids members rushed to my room and hyunjin immediately went in and saw me and hugged my tightly and started apologizing for "not being there for me" he even started crying a bit, he kissed me several times on my face and thats where the dream ended as i was woken by my mom ;(
This dream seems to reflect some deep emotions and concerns you are currently experiencing in your waking life. Being roommates with Hyunjin, a member of Stray Kids, and unsure of the nature of your relationship suggests a desire for close connection and intimacy with someone you admire or have an interest in.
The text conversation with BangChan, who expresses concern about your well-being, symbolizes a need for support and validation from others. The mention of not eating for two weeks and self-harm on your arm indicates real-life struggles with self-care and emotional pain that have likely found their way into your dream.
The arrival of Stray Kids at your house, cooking in the kitchen, and watching TV with the other members of your group represents a sense of community and comfort in their presence. Their rush to your room and Hyunjin's concern, apology, and display of affection suggest a longing for emotional support and understanding from someone you may feel close to, even if the exact identity of this person may be symbolic rather than literal.
The dream ending abruptly due to being woken by your mom can leave you with a sense of longing or the feeling of an unresolved situation. It may be helpful to reflect on the emotions and themes presented in this dream, as they may provide insights into your own emotional needs and can potentially guide you toward seeking support and self-care in your waking life.